For all the difficulties and sorrows, I wouldn't undo it. Some times I wonder what it would be like to turn back to the way things were before, but I find it harder and harder to even ponder what that would be like. Finding the Holy Mother Church is an amazing blessing for me and for my family. It's not easy. In fact, I have often pondered how much more I believe is expected of me now than I ever felt compelled to do before our conversion. But those things that I now must do are a joy (most of the time) and I have far more hope than I once did for those things of the future.
We celebrated our anniversary of coming into the church by going to Mass yesterday evening and out to dinner afterward. It's good to be home.